Keeping up with everything

Hey peeps!

Once again, I'm back!
Actually I've been very hardworking in blogging since February..
All of them are saved in my drafts and I didn't have a chance to sit down quietly, sipping on hot tea and publish it. **Guess my last update was since February's CNY.
No worries, my blogging spirit hasnt died yet.

Been so busy lately and all my entries are not written completely so here I am!
Giving my all, compiling all my saved drafts into ONE!

I don't write diaries nor journals. I enjoy blogging and ranting my crap online where I expect strangers to read, without commenting a thing. Sharing is caring, right? 

There are many ups and downs happened to me this year, well, to put in a not-so-pleasant context, more downs than ups. I'm not a very superstitious person, although I'm born into a Buddhist-Chinese family, I believe in science and facts. But uhh, I've read some fengshui books regarding the piggy's life in those Wood Goat Year, it's doesn't seem as pleasant tho..

I believe that if I were to live a modest and humble life, every good thing will eventually come and all the good energy will flow to me eventually. 

So, here's a timeline;

February:

Chinese New Year.

Yup. It is! 

CNY is one of the best time where I can spend quality time back home, forget all the shits and enjoy to the max. Met some friends of mine, dine with my families, get loaded with "Angpo" or red packets with money inside... Huhhhh.. How great is life if it's CNY every single day... 

But mehh, I went back kinda early to college despite the holidays only last for one week. T.T So reluctant to go back. When I left home, of course, I prayed for the safety and well-being of myself and of course, my family and friends.. Neither do I know, what will happen next that will scar me for life... 

March:

March is a pretty hectic month.. 

With so many things up, be it, assignments, college activities, "forced" activities.

 Well, this is life. I chose this life, I gotta live it no matter with my thick poker face mask. Sometimes things just don't go as you want. 

It's unfair how I always whine my shits to people where as they themselves are enduring the same shit. 

Oh well, enough of emo. 

- Recreational camp. (4 days recreational outdoor camp) 

Boy oh boy, this is one of the most thrilling and exciting camp ever! Which kinda changed my perception in seeing my things in life. 

This thing was held at a beach, seaside, to be exact.

Aaaaah, seaside. Maybe it runs in my blood, I'm always shit outta luck around water, though I do proclaim that I'm quite of a good swimmer.. **cough**

 Well, not as good as Phelps, but I do have a certificate in basic swimming, I had when I was 7/8 years old? 

Hmm, well, I've learnt all 4 basic swimming skills, are pretty good in them okay. **cough** 

 

Wops, I've swayed too far from the topic. Well, since I've spent 4 days and 3 nights at the camp, I've learnt to be not too bratty and choosy. (Looking on the bright side)

Looking at the dark side, I FUCKING HATE THAT CAMP, I ONLY HAD AROUND 6 HOURS OF SLEEP DURING THOSE 4 DAYS AND THE INSTRUCTOR SUCKS! HE'S SO FUCKING RUDE AND SUCH AN ASSHOLE! I SOAKED MYSELF IN SALT WATER AND ROLLED ON SAND AND STAYED UP LATE TO DO THE FUCKING REPORT THAT IS RIDICULOUSLY RIDICULOUS! WENT FOR A HIKE UP THE STEEP AND DANGEROUS HILL LATE NIGHT AND ALMOST FELL AND DIED. WTF. 

Yeah, the power of CAPS LOCK can be that powerful. 

Putting those bad memories aside, there are a few things that I really enjoyed. Kayaking and be so darn fun.. Capsized and back to normal again can be so fun and satisfying. Climbing trees and all, man.. I can never experience this at anywhere else but that BEACH! 

 

To put my physical strength to the test, I went to the archery range to shoot some arrows. 

It was the CNY OPEN HOUSE at the range, where I shot some Angpaos with money inside :D 

It was tough but fun tho, since I successfully shot 3 Angpaos with money inside!! :DDD

Wooh! I was strained when I went back to college that evening. Yet, gotta do laundries and stuff.. Yeah, I love my life :')

|| Woke up the next morning, with both my eyes swollen (-.-) << exactly how I looked like.

Put on my student council "costume" for college student council inauguration ceremony. 

Had a brain drain class session until afternoon, and went out with my mates for a drink to de-stress ourselves. We had some discussions about our upcoming class trip, which was very darn exciting!!

Went to the jetty to check out tickets for our EXCITING trip!! Yay!! 

To my every-so inevitable dismay, this particular day totally changed my perception towards people. 

Me and my friend's belongings in the car got stolen. We couldn't suspect anything else, but to accept the fact. I've been living through quite some wholesome depressing weeks. Knowing the fact that my laptop, iPad, money and precious bad got stolen, I couldn't ask for more. 

Rang my family in the middle of the night and informed them about this tragedy.

You can already tell how did they react. 

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The past is in the past, nightmares every night. No joke. People occasionally consult me for their problems.. Now I'm in deep shit, how can I get over it? Moving on is easy, they said... People can be so cruel. It's hard to even blog this entry out, where I feel uncomfortable to even tell this to people, what's more, typing it out. 

Peeps, do bear in mind to always park your car at somewhere bright and public. Try to avoid secluded and dark places. I've learnt my lesson. I pray for your safety, people. 

Overall, March was such a tough month to live. 

~I always live in no miseries, triumphs and wins in my hands... Never tasted defeat. When I do, I fall into deep shit. 

It's great to share it to someone else, well in this case, I'm blogging it out. 

April: 

April, another month of hustle and bustle!! It's my birthday month, haha.. Yup. I'm and Aries. But meh, idk about the star readings and all.. If you do, do share it?

Had 2 busy weeks being a shepherd, herding sheep in the college. And at the same time, constantly bugged by Language Camp(an assignment task, where it's purpose is to encourage students to embrace the use of English) 

This thing has been bugging me constantly to the extend where is showed my true ugly colors to the people around me, in which I have so intention to do so at all. But man, if I were to stop acting as such, I wonder how can I wrap up this thing. I am very grateful for my mates' endurance and cooperation. To put up with such bossy attitude of mine is no easy. To put up with other's expectation is no easy. 

Well, all well's end well. No matter how hard it is, I've gone through it. 

With some occasion emotional breakdown and silence, it helps a lot in making things better. I gotta admit I SUCK IN LETTING MY FEELINGS OUT. 

Cus I just don't know how? I'm really thankful for the ones who can really endure my not so-pleasant attitude sometimes.

Gotta remind myself to NOT let my feelings out at all times to avoid:

1) embarrassment 

2) irritation (as in feelings, not itch)

3) well, you're gonna transfer your shit to others. Well, I've been there. People let their shits out to me, man, idk those shits just transfer to me and render me sleepless. No kidding. I am silent, doesn't mean that I'm neutral. I may show no emotions, doesn't mean that I have no feelings. 

As approaching 20's I feel that it's utterly immature to throw tantrums at people and cry it all out, irritating the people that you care about.

Well, that's how I juggle my balls. Keeping it all to myself, laughing it all out, bugging certain people's life. 

Happy fcked up April to me, tho.. 

April used to be my favorite month, where I came from my mummy's womb, 20 years ago in this particular month. 

Whatever it is, I gotta move on and live as well as possible. 

God gave me a pair of brain, I gotta use it wisely. Listen to my heart? Imma be so dead. 

May: 

Another busy month! Be having one of the greatest project for this semester. A dramatization of Shakespeare's play, HAMLET! The preparation was tedious yet thrilling!! 

Here you go, a poster of it! 

Kudos to my mates for this wonderful poster. 

And, here's a link for our teaser and an intro video! :)

http://youtu.be/Z8y8jrl4bZU

http://youtu.be/ozk9tKMHilk

Enjoy! 

No matter how bumpy the road it, Imma go through it and no one can stop me. Keep on breathing.

 I have so much love for me from my families and friends. Be strong, heart! Keep beating! 

Let bygones be bygones. 

Work hard to achieve what I want, and NEVER EVER TAKE WISHES FOR GRANTED. 

See ya chaps. 

Why Bother?

Howdy people~

Once again, here I am, blogging out of the blue because I don't feel like sleeping although I feel a little tipsy from drinking.

(no worries, I know my own limit)

For your information, I have VERY LOW alcohol tolerance.

**Drinking is a form of leisure and I have no intention to do myself or other people harm. So whoever is reading this and you find this controversial, I advice you to dig yourself a hole and burry yourself in it. Amen to that. 

Picture courtesy to Louis.

The drinks are sure not economical. But ey, we enjoyed them. Meet my homies, L and B.. We were here last year during CNY.. We went there in a huge gang(enough to beat the crap out of a gang of drunkards). 

This year, it's just a few of us.. 

These peeps are plain awesome. Thanks for being a part of my life. (Emo side of me is being obvious) hahaha

Phewwwww! Can't believe that I didn't update anything last week considering I had gone through so much!

Yesss, yess, yess... My last post was about my college life.

And everything is starting to get busy and all the hustle are refraining me from staring at my laptop 24/7... (except for reading 98765432123456789 articles)

It's been quite awhile since I last posted. Actually I have more things to delegate other than blogging. I have many other pritorites. But trust me, when shit happens, even the best fitting enzyme can't make it work. 

Fingers start to itch... Brain surrenders and succumbs to the heart... Tons of words start to surface in mind... Leaving behind that mountain of work.

But hell, who cares. I'm enjoying every single bit of my holidays and I shall really ENJOY it instead of pressuring myself to work on those stuff! (May God bless me to delegate my tasks and assignment)

It's scary how when my mates ask about my progress on the assignments, and all I can answer is;

"well, just do what you can manage. I'm pretty sure you can handle it very well! You can do it! I'll tell you when I'm about to reach ur pace"

hahahahhahahahahahah... Yup. That's what I'm doing right now.

My fingers are icy cold right now as I am blogging in the middle of the night, (morning, to be exact)

in my cute pink teddy bear pajamas. It's really freezing here.. around 17 degree C, I guess...

Well, I can't help it as I'm so turned on to blog for now!

I had a deep reflection regarding my life recently. **I have no idea why but I guess there's always a time in every existing human being where you'll reflect on yourself... Alone..**

I believe that everything happens for a reason.

Why and how on earth does everything has to be like that?

Although I'm just turning 20 this year, I've been through quite a number of things in my life. (Can't wait for more!!!)

My high school years were jam packed with so many activities.. 

> archery, debate, school clubs stuff, school events, sports.. 

Man, I never really complain about all these as I kinda enjoy doing them.

(and well, of course, keeping myself busy can be a very good thing)

So, there was once where my debate team came across a motion, naming "There is a Great Price to Pay for Extra Curricular Activities"

Well, I had indeed, paid a great price for what I did. Nuff said, I bet NOBODY can delegate his/her tasks that perfectly... Inlcuding me!

Alright.. Why did I brought up the past? Digging my history book? Tracing the timeline?

Apparently, I got into college, where I expected myself, sitting at the corner, being the best college student ever, involving in nothing, being quiet and all, saying 'NO' for every invitations...

I have never been SO WRONG!

Being a freshman in my new college, I'm constantly being head hunted to carry out tasks

(Thanks for all your trust and faith in me, but man, I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE THE CLASS! WHAT ABOUT MY OTHER CLASSMATES?!)

Namely being elected as the student council member, having quite huge roles in assignments and being selected to participate one of Malaysia's biggest youth sports ever!

I'm readehhhh to tackle archery again!

[Ransacked my house just to find that quiver. Looking good eyy? 😂😂😂]

 I have to admit I had target panic (a condition where you get anxiety whenever you see the bullseye, your hand and muscles can't work coordinate my with your brain. If this was to occur, one's archery career is said to be END, unless you make an effort to counter it)

That's one of the reasons why I paused my archery journey for quite sometime. 

Some call it lazy.. But man, when shit happens, you can't dodge it... All you can do it to take the shit and live with it... And sometimes, lie to yourself. 

Secondly, I don't see the significance on spending so much time, effort and money in it knowing there's so much crap that I have to handle school/college.

Plus, investing in such thing is no easy job T_T

I would like to sincerely thank God and my coach for the opportunity for me to once again, step into the archery scene. 

Thanks so much for the faith and trust in me!! 

I'll do my very best! (Even better than before 😂😂)

And thanks all for the constant support. 

Life, oh, life. Please be easy on me. I'll work my very best, put my best effort forward. But can u please be a tad bit tolerant? I ain't no machine. 

I really do embrace my history and I'll try to improve it. **fingers crossed** 

My life is interesting isn't it? 

(Bet I'm not the only one here. It's just that other people are not whining about it)

It's funny how people who are older than me, pertaining to my family members...

always ask me "Ah Sean ah, you're turning 20 years old this year~ When are you going to show me your partner?"

haha.. I'll be answering; "Uhmm, nobody wants me.. Do u have any candidates for me?"

Huh! They're turn tail and laugh.. wtf.

You see.. There is a reason why so many busy working career women out there who are still single, but enjoying every bit of it and they are working their asses off for a better life.

As for love/romance relationships, as naive and as stewpid as I can be, I believe that "True Love is yet to be unveiled"

Idk.. Got this from Fb.. I think it's hella cute! 

Speaking of relationships, I've heard of a few. 

Many are happening in front of my eyes, and yet How and Why on earth am I not feeling a thing?

Once again, I still believe that when the time has come, nothing can avoid that from happening.

Well, I guess I'm petrified from hearing stories around me.. 

Some are steamy, hot, cold, colourful, unique and well, just not the typical things that I've heard of.

It's creepy how the feeling of being empathy and sympathy can change one's feelings forever. To the extend of leaving somebody in an insomnia condition and having weird nightmares.

Reminiscing of those dreams really gives me chill down through my fragile little spine. @.@

Are all human beings so vulnerable towards occasionally body contacts and cheesy flirts?

Man, I don't know what to think anymore. My head is going bald from all the scratching on my scalp.

Regardless of what, I'm going to live my life, knowing of what are my limits and live it with guts.

Be firm of what I'm thinking of and to delegate my task very well. Keeping myself busy is somehow a blessing in disguise after all.

Whatever it is, I'm going to enjoy my one week of CNY holidays and I shall blog very soon again!

Woahhhhh.. Letting crap out verbally can be such a relief. 

I shall blog again very sooooooooooooooooooooooooon...................

Here are some sneak peak of CNY snacks!! 

Ngeeheheheh.. 

 

College Life. Yes or No?

Howdy people~

Guess my blogging mood is up again and my fingers have gone wild and are ready to party!!

Is it just me or what.. I'm always counting down the days to CNY holidays. Yes, I am very homesick although my home is just 300++km away from KK. (considering that some of my friends over here are from "overseas")

I really envy some of my friends who live in KK area where they can go back and relax during weekends. They get to enjoy their mommy's cooking and whatever that they feel comfortable with in their homes. How I wish I could have a car here where I can go where ever I want without worrying about transport problem or troubling others.
If were to have a car here, I'll definitely;

1) Continue my archery journey (may as well train well to join competitions to constantly upgrade myself)
2) Get a part time job
3) Take up some courses to upgrade myself
4) Get my ass outta dormitory life (Jk, the dorm life is fine.. just that the dorm itself is dead)
5) Get a membership in any country/fitness clubs
6) On-call transport service (LoL.. I learned this from my seniors. People are doing this.. I'd be an idiot for not doing this)
7) Party all night long (Just kidding... Imma get kicked out of college)
8) Rant out the crap I had for the whole week. (My wallet's gonna be on a strict diet for the rest of the week.

I certainly miss my everything at home! However, college life isn't too bad either.
>I get to be independent by taking care of myself without worrying my parents.
>I don't have to burden my family in terms of my financial situation
>I get to go out of my comfort zone to associate with people of all walks of life.

My college life can be either a Boon or a Bane.

Boons:
- I get to learn many new things
- I get to socialize with people
- I get to prepare myself and sharpen my communicating skills to face the society in the future
- I get to voice our my personal humble and honest opinions regarding some issues that are being brought up
- I get to learn many unnecessary things to kill time which sometimes turn out to be quite a flaw in disguise. (subjects which are in my opinion, quite unnecessary to learn and therefore, I always flunk in them. However, sometimes those skills can be applicable to other things)
- I get to suit myself in a society that consist of people with different culture and backgrounds.
- I get to learn how to be quiet, as in shut the hell up when crap happen to splash on my face.

Banes:
- Sometimes some unnecessary activities suddenly pop out of nowhere and I HAVE TO obey it and reschedule my plannings
- The "being late is okay, as long as you're not too late" culture is always being practiced by everyone is a really bad habit.
- The cleanliness of certain people and the poor maintenance of the public facilities can be such issues that somehow deteriorates one's mood and performance.
- There's only ONE socket in the room. Well, you can't blame the tenants for making the whole dormitory blackout if short circuit happens because EACH room has at least 3 extension sockets.
- The buildings are full of history. wait. Did I mention the buildings are HISTORY itself?
It's okay if the bits and pieces of the ceiling fall onto your head. It's perfectly fine......
Cracks on the walls? It's perfectly fine.....
Electricity and water disruption? It's perfectly normal....
(Learn how to embrace the flaws. cus If you don't, some people are going fucking lecture  give you counseling on this)

- The poor internet connectivity around the college
CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY ON EARTH DOES THE GOVERNMENT ENCOURAGES US TO BE HIGH-TECH PEOPLE WITH GREAT INTELLIGENCE WHILST THE INTERNET CONNECTIVITY CAN BE SO BAD?!! (Students tend to spend hundreds of dollars in order to "invest" in a decent/good internet usage. It's no surprise seeing students carrying a portable Wifi modem to where ever they go. Apparently there are many internet connections around the whole college area. However, the ability of connecting our devices to the internet is a HUGE problem.
There are times that I would jump merrily whenever I see a modem nearby as it's a sign of FREE INTERNET CONNECTION!! However, there's a "black lining" underneath it.
The full bar connectivity turns out to be for viewing purpose only. Oh how I love this campus.


I may not live a lavish life back at home.
Spending money on luxurious goods is not realy my thing. Although I have to admit that I do enjoy window shopping for those things, (and of course, If I'm lucky, I do get my wishes for granted :DDD) I never really have the urge to buy those things.
It's truly amazing how people can spend all of their fortune to get what they want and survive on grass and sand for the rest of the week. I certainly cannot commit in eating grass and sand, and thus, I may behave quite frugal sometimes. Being frugal isn't that bad, tho :P

          Peer pressure and mass media are constantly luring us into being materialistic bastards. It's undeniably hard to shut our eyes off and say NO to them. We live our own lives and they live theirs. Why on earth shall one fall be in despair because of other's fortune? Let's not grow a pair of green horns, grow a pair of hands instead. Remind yourself to work extra hard to achieve what you want.
And grow a pair of balls, to keep you strong to ward of the devil in you. Don't let the devil engulf you. Be the devil instead.

(I may not be a master of counseling, but I sincerely hope everyone understands this logic)




College life can really trigger most creative bit of you. Pertaining to;

Photo taken courtesy of my dear roommate.

Sweet potato soup with sago and coconut cream.

Thick, creamy and velvety soup with a hint of ginger flavour together with soft chunky bite-sized yellow, orange and purple sweet potatoes. With very mild sweetness, (natural sweetness from the sweet potatoes and NO SUGAR ADDED) one can never get enough of this.

I'd say I'm a pretty lucky arse to have such roomies and friends. They make my college life so much more interesting.

Recipe for this:

(There's no "exact" recipe for cooking. Follow what your guts tell you. The recipes are just guidelines to guide you)

• 2 medium-sized yellow sweet potatoes
• 2 medium-sized orange sweet potatoes
• 2 medium-sized purple sweet potatoes (as the "purple dye" for the soup)
• 1 small chunk of ginger (you can omit this if you don't like ginger. Having this give the soup a more in-depth flavour that warms the mouth and tummy)
• 2-3 tablespoons of sago pearls
• Water (enough to immerse all the ingredients)
• Coconut cream/milk (according to one's preference)
• Rock sugar or sugar as sweetener (according to one's preference)

Directions:

1. Wash and peel all the sweet potatoes
2. Cut them into chunks/bite-sized pieces 
3. Wash, peel and slice the ginger
4. Put all the ingredients into the pot and let it boil (takes around 1hour to fully cook the potatoes)
5. After 1 hour, check the texture of the potatoes (it's done when the potatoes are soft)
6. Add coconut cream tablespoon by tablespoon according to your preference

Voilla! There you have it! Easy huh? We did it! You can do it too!

Life can be so much more interesting if you make an effort to improve it. Don’t sweat the small stuff and enjoy every bit of it. 

Adios, my friends~ See you again in the next post. :D

Glossary: 

Black lining : The opposite to "silver lining" (I made this out :P)

Sago pearls : "Sago /ˈseɪɡoʊ/ is a starch extracted from the spongy centre, or pith, of various tropical palm stems, especially Metroxylon sagu. It is a majorstaple food for the lowland peoples of New Guinea and the Moluccas, where it is called saksak, rabia and sagu."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sago

In case you're curious, this is how my working station looks like.

Loving my desk and mouse pad..... Do you? :D

So, I was feeling a little emotional.....

Aaaaaand, I posted something emotional on my long-ignored Wechat.

I posted this photo and wrote a long ass statement. 

I fell in love with something that I never thought I'd fall for. I've engaged with it and I've given my full commitment to work it out. When I finally tasted victory, I was ecstatic. Due to unfavorable circumstances, I had to put a stop for quite some time. Nevertheless, I won't give up on you! You drove me to push so hard on myself! You've shaped and moulded me into a much well disciplined-person. The visible scar you left on me is like a reminder of how great I was, when I was with you. After all the times where I had abandoned you, I still have the feelings for you. There were times where I slowly wept alone in the corner, looking at how great other people were with you. Where as I, on the other hand, watching you from a distance, reminiscing of our great times. I promise I will win you back again. And I shall treat you like how I've treated you before with much more commitment. My current schedule may not be in my favour for now. My love, please wait for me. For I will be back to you very soon.  #ThisIsSomeRealEmoShiat

It's funny how different people read this differently. Tell me what do you think of this! :P

What's with the drama?

Holla, netizens who are reading this either on your smartphones or computer! 

(The most "digitally edited" photo I can find in my folder. That's me and my mate[guy at the back] You can totally ignore this photo cus the purpose of uploading it is to make the link look good. :P) 

So, I am back again with blogging after a few weeks of hiatus. (I am very lazy and I don't feel like typing long ass paragraphs)

Life has never been too tough nor too easy for me all these while. Regardless, I am very grateful for everything that I'm having right now. 

College life is back and here I am, where everything is VERY RESTRICTED. No worries, I ain't gonna point my finger on anyone for this. I chose this life, and I shall continue it with guts. 

Notice: 

The following may be a little controversial. To all netizens out there, this is just a sharing, don't make a big fuss out of this.

 Tq very much. You cooperation is kindly appreciated. 

With the advancement of technology, social networking has been so synonymous to human of all ages. Social networking is undeniably powerful and impactful to influence the society. A single negative remark/post about something that one has uploaded can be either the next "BIG THING" or something that encourage people to head hunt you. 

 It seems like everything is so exposed where you have to be extra cautious of what you're posting it online. 

Social media used to be a medium where people can have the freedom to post whatever they want. Be it, negative or positive remarks. Everyone has that day where everything has gone wrong and fcked up. And the only place where you can rant it all out is via online. Some people may prefer to rant it out loud like nobody's business... But for certain people, it ain't that easy. 

 You can;

Curse all the curse you want.

Swear all the swear you want. 

Shoot anyone you want to shoot. 

Post any beautiful pictures you want to post.

Rant anything you want to rant.

F anyone you want to F.

There isn't any restriction to hold you back. Some even do it to the extreme of faking the identity to rant the shit online. 

It's funny how I suddenly feel like blogging out of the blue. Maybe my fingers are itchy and they're ready to tackle them buttons. And this issue is just too common to not not bring it out.(Idk how to put it in words, if you get this, here is a Daruma doll for you for good luck) :D

To those who rant your shit out online; WE UNDERSTAND YOU, bro!! Maybe you should calm down as well! And please be aware of who are the readers and be sure to put on your best bulletproof vest on cus some arseholes are going to shoot you!! 

And to all readers out there; YOU CALM THE F DOWN AS WELL!! Nobody's gonna give you credit for shooting someone down. 

To all spies out there; YOU'RE JUST DOING YOUR JOB! AND YOU HAVE ONLY ONE JOB WHICH IS BEING AN ASSHOLE!!

To all stalkers out there; 

KEEP STALKING WITHOUT RUINING PEOPLE'S LIFE!!

 

To all people who are very emotional;

Yes, we know you're having a hard time, I wish I were there to give you a BIG BEAR HUG! But could you please be a little considerate and aware of who your readers are?

To all assholes who always shoot people down;

Yeah, I know you're annoyed. But can you at least be a little considerate? You might think you look cool and all making such idiotic statement, but truth to be told, you're not.

To all "obey-ers" who blindly obey things online without doing any research;

Honey, the technology is there. You can be a genius if you want. Too bad your "wisdom" made a fool out of you. YOU LOOK STUPID AND FOOLISH AND SO UNCOOL! 

THE AMOUNT OF LIKES DO NOT DETERMINE YOUR WISDOM!! 

WELCOME TO THE INTERNET WHERE I DON'T KNOW YOU AND YOU DON'T KNOW ME(well, unless we know each other in real life. :P) 

You see, the internet, which WAS a great medium where people can post whatever  shiat they favour online. But it has been so restricted as the number of users are constantly increasing. 

According to a research done by Statistic Brain (research done on year 07/01/2014), Facebook is the largest online social network with a heaping amount of 1,310,000,000 active online users. And there is a 22% of increment from year 2012-2013. 

Dayyym. That's just Fb alone. What about other social networking sites? 

So people, what I'm trying to say here is to always be careful and cautious of what you're posting online. Everyone has different perception and I have no right to judge you regarding what you've posted. 

BUT,

Please be considerate of others and DO GET READY TO GET YOUR ASS SPANKED AND GET YOUR HEAD CHOPPED if you post something that is controversial and YOU KNOW WHO IS READING IT. 

Be smart, people. 

DON'T MAKE YOURSELF LOOK STUPID! 

Funny how I have this sudden urge to blog about this, while there's a big pile of laundry waiting for me and some tasks in my hands. -.- 

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I love my life.

I love my life.

I love my life.

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I chant to this "mantra" whenever shit happens. Calms me down for a few seconds and I chant it over and over again to chase away the "sial"

So, once again, this is just my sharing on my views. Please don't make a big fuss out of this.

 And btw, THIS IS MY BLOG! I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT! IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, THEN JUST GTFO!! 

And if you have something to share, please do not hesitate to drop a comment or PM me. :D

I really appreciate one's comment (no matter long or short) cus it's great to know that people actually take their time to read this and share their thoughts. 

Let me give you 

So, that's it for today's post. 

And HAPPY NEW YEAR, btw! 

OMGGGGGGGG! I can't wait for CNY!! >.<

Thanks for your time and I shall update very "soooooooooon".... :D

Glossary: 

Sial = bad energy 

 

5. -Two Zero One Four- Part ONE

Howdy people~ 

How are your holidays going on? 

Enjoying your holidays? Stressed out on workloads? 

No worries and no fuss, cus Xmas holidays are finally here~

Man, IDK what was I doing. This what Sabahans call "minta puji". (Fishing for attention)

Blehh... Cut off the crap. Just assume that I'm appreciating the mini Frosty right there. 

Anyways, the point of posting that picture is to make you picture a picture of Xmas in one picture!

Heck yes! Quad combo! High 5!! 

And FYI, it's 11pm now (Malaysia time zone). 

Here I am, sipping my cup of hot tea...

Eyes glued on my iPad and my fingers are busy tapping on it. And of course, once in awhile, yc (yingchow)** my nephews. 

Glossary: yingchow - reacted randomly without any intention.

I learnt my lesson. NEVER update my blog on my phone. 

See what I mean? T________T

It's been awhile since I last updated my blog (mehh, it's only been a week) 

I'm keeping up the track of updating an entry per week. To be honest, I really appreciate your feedbacks about my blog. Feel free to drop me a comment~ :D

As usual, my posts will be loaded with much exaggeration and analogies*. 

*to avoid controversies 

Have fun reading and visualizing!! :)

Today's entry will be a reallyyyyyyyyyy longggggggggg postttttttt.. So, I'll be posting it in 2 parts. :)

-Before I start off my sharing, let us have a moment of silence and prayer for the victims of the horrendous flash flood in the East Coast of Peninsular Malaysia. 

Moving on,

Recognize this? Yup. It's the current Fb trend.. The Year in Review thingy. 

I've seen countless reviews of my fellow  Fb friends and in fact, I viewed my own Year in Review as well.. But mehh.. Mine wasn't that pleasing. T_________________T

Maybe I'm just poop outta luck. My review is like porridge without salt. Meanwhile, my other friends' reviews on Fb are really interesting with an adequate amount of seasoning and flavour.

 Hmm, not sure if I'm too fussy or what...

 (I'm very picky on this. Sorry, Fb team, you guys did a good job on this new feature. But TBH, the themes are kinda bland and the pictures that you've chosen for me are kinda lame) 

[People gonna make a long ass beeline to kick my bum on this :P] 

So, here you go! Imma make my long ass Two Zero One Four review~ 

(2014 hasn't officially ended. Well, I can't help seeing other people posting their reviews while I just cry in the corner viewing their interesting reviews) :'D

****As a lazy person like me, I never really write a journal or a diary. But I do "record" the important moments in pictures. [hah! Don't judge me! I know you do this too!] 

Let's kick off with January~

Hmm, Idk where to start. 

Yeah! It's January!! New Year, New Resolution! Mehh

While all social network posts are filled netizens' "new year resolutions", there's me.. 

Scrolling up and down, pondering upon so many things... 

January was pretty boring month for me.   

I was still pursuing my Form 6 education. So, everything was like a continuation of 2013. 

Here's what Fb recommended me : 

As shameless as I am, I'm showing you what Fb recommended me. :P

So, they've combine both January and February.

Top: Taken on January. These are my Form 6 friends. That's a pretty good photo! These people are precious! My form 6 life is so much more interesting with their existence. :')

Bottom left and right: Photos taken with my friends during Chinese New Year, which was sometime around February. Haha! Fb can be so random in choosing the photos. 

So, I had a very cliché school schedule in January, as you can tell. :/

Moving onto February! 

Heck yes! February was awesome! It's the month of celebrations and reunions! 

CNY was a blast. Had some really great time with my families and friends. 

Here is what Fb recommended me: 

Fb has really unique taste! These pictures are all the happenings on the first day of CNY. As you can see, they are all taken in one go. :P

I see what you did there, Fb! 

Let me further elaborate my February. 

-It was my first time wearing the traditional Chinese "qipao" or better known as cheongsam. :) 

(Photos above)

-Had great time with my high school friends.. All the chit chats, drinking and games... 

Good times. Good times. :D

Yup. I extracted this photo from my Instagrrrrr... My phone is going bonker with all the photos. That's why I transferred them to somewhere.. 

Gosh, I miss them so so much! Although some of us are thousands of miles apart, we still get to communicate with each other via online. "So close, yet so far"!!! **sniff sniff**

Now who says that modern technology is detrimental to youth? 

*Wipes tears* 

Moving on to March, April and May!

[Things get a little emotional here. Continue reading or flee. You choose! ]

 

Back to my normal schedule, where school was my main priority. I had tuition classes on weekdays and weekends. Subsequently, I couldn't really go for shooting. How sad is life without archery. T.T 

Term 2 was way more busy than Term 1. 

I spent most of my afternoons snoozing. 

And yeah. That's the most I can recall for what I did in March. 

April was more or less the same but with a little Zing~

-Had my 19th birthday.

It was a Wednesday, where I had Biology and Math test. That was the best bday gift ever! :'D

(It was a week of hell.. So many tests in one week....)

I was so touched when my classmates sang me a birthday song out of the blue. The whole class were like zombies that day and they still did it. I blushed for awhile and I can't deny it. :P

I also went out with some dearly friends in the afternoon to celebrate my bday. Hah! Had a great time with them. 

Overall, I'm really grateful for all who wished me. Thank youuuu! Whoa.. 

Sometimes I kinda hate birthdays. Reminds me of how old am I and how heavy are my shoulders to carry all the responsibilities. Man, how I wish I can be 18 forever... As the Chinese saying goes...

"18岁bokbok脆"

-Applied for IPG while I was still in Form 6.

Things get a little emotional and controversial here. I shall post it in my next entry. :/

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May was a like a roller coaster ride! 

>May was a busy busy busy month! With my Term 2 STPM exam coming ahead, it's no surprise I was flooded with tests every single week. No I'm not exaggerating here. I had tests every single week. -.-

>I've gone through the different phases of getting into IPG. 

Pertaining to the mehh physical test and interview.. 

>Sat for my Term 2 STPM

>Got a fugly random mole on my lower lip. Idk how it got pigmentation over there. 

So that was March, April and May in a nutshell. :/

Still here? 

Well, life is not always that interesting if you don't do anything to change it.

If I were to represent my first half of the year in a graph form, it would be in an increasing motion from Jan to Feb, major downfall on March and it reaches a plateau for the rest of the months... :/

No wonder Fb didn't recommend anything related these 3 months. 

Phewwww! I gotta admit that I got a little emotional while updating the first half of the year. 

Here is something for you to snack on as a reward for still being here! 😘😘

Hah! This is random. 

Oh well, the following months are much more colourful~

Let's begin with June!

It's the month of transformation! The graph suddenly rose to a few degrees as I finally got out of my misery. 

As some of you may have known, I changed my education environment. 

I hesitated a little at first, wondering if my decision was right. 

The new study environment was really different from the previous one. And the biggest difference was that I had to leave my hometown... 

Was so heavy hearted to leave all my precious things and people behind.. 

My family and friends~

(My bed, water heater, washing machine, kitchen utensils, the fridge, my car) T____T

But there's a silver lining beneath all these. 

I've learnt a lot about self management after leaving home. :)

And I got to know many people of different walks of life.

Apparently, I'm the oldest in my class(by legit date of birth) (Woohoo! Taikajie!)

And no, that didn't made me the black sheep of the class. 

In fact, all the sheeps work very well together to avoid from being caught by wolves. 

So, June is the month of transformation while July is the month of adaptation~

There you have it. Adaptation is the perfect word to describe July. :) 

~Life is always full of different flavours. 

It depends on how you season it with different seasonings and spices to make it flavourful. 

How boring can life be if it's only filled with sweetness. A little bit or tartness and bittersweetness is wayyyyyyyyy better. 

More to come in the next entry~ 

4. Keeping it on Holidays mood~

Happy holidays to all "schoolers"! 

Well, except for certain uni students. 

I consider myself as a "schooler" as well although my age is fast approaching 20. :'D 

~Prologue~

Please embrace my sarcasm and exaggeration. Although I may sound quite immature here. But hey! Immaturity keeps me young! 

 I had neglected my Huggies and Piggies for more than 5 days!! >.< 😱😱

 I apologize for my negligence and my inability to give my commitment on blogging. :') Oh well, blame it all on me for my laziness to stare 24/7 on my phone/laptop.

So, holidays are here and here are my resolutions: 

1) Fix my hair! -.-

2) Clean up my room/house! [checked]

3) **Practise my driving! [I do get very rusty with driving manual cars. So yeah. I drove my unbiological Biaojia (a friend of mine) all the way to Mile 4 on the terrible road with $&@€£¥ traffic] 

•Grammar Nazis, do your job!

Practise or practice? 

- Practise > verb

- Practice > noun 

4) Lose a few kilos! Gotta shed that jelly belly! 

5) Spend quality time with my little nephews and niece 😘😘😍😍

Oh how darling~ :'D

6) Sleep early and wake up early. WHAT?! 

Old habits die hard. X.x 😂😂😂

7) Constantly keeping track on my games. Am holding the responsibility of having 2 COC accounts. WHAT?!

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There you have it! Let's start with ONE!

Yeah. I recently got my hair treated after several months of painful endurance. (I have serious hairfall problem) 

**Ehh, I admit I exaggerated a little on that extent of "painful" endurance. :P But yes, I was very frustrated with my hair's condition considering I was away from home for a few months, without proper haircare. 😂😂😂

This was how I looked like the night before my treatment. **that length tho.. And that frizzy top tho..** 

Much lighter and less annoying now.

@.@ 

Hair, checked!

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2. Clean ups? Yeah. Checked. 

Well, except for moving the set of rusty and dusty drum set to the store. -.- 

That's too much labour, so I'll leave that job to my bros 😂😂👍👍

3. It's on the top. Scroll up up up ☝️☝️

4. Am always working on that. I did see some results from the past 5/6 months. Holidays? Hmm, It's tough to resist Madam Gorgeous Chang's cooking and all the bakings that I do. 

Madam Pretty Chang's fish maw dessert soup with goji berries, red dates, sweet brown dates, mandarin peel, Chinese almonds and rock sugar. 

 

A nutiritious dessert with a blast of collagen! Yumm! 😍😍😍

Tiramisu by me and Madam Chang :D

**Added some kick with my mate, Johnny Black (JW Black Label) 

***Coffee +whiskey are not children-friendly at all. 

Such great self-discipline training :'D

 😂😂

Moving on, 

5. Nothing beats spending quality time with my little angels. :') 

Although sometimes they may challenge my patience to the max, I still enjoy babysitting them as they inspire me in many ways. 

Not to forget my older nephews and nieces. You darlings have reminded me of how old am I and how heavy is my shoulder to be a better young adult**

 I wish you darlings the best in everything and you will blossom beautifully in your teen years. 

Don't let the devils engulf you in your teen life!! With the advancement of technology, this really concerns me. :'| 

加油 加油！(Cheers! All the best!)

My precious baby boys. 

 

My witty little baby girl.

Say Hi to my cuzzy's baby! Another nephew of mine. :)

More babies to come!! Yeah!

Thank you, kiddos! Yiyi/Gugu (Aunty) love you!! 😘😘 

#Please be good boys and girl. Don't be so fussy with your choice of food AND DON'T STEAL MY FOOD! 😂😂

6. Oh well, I really hate this. 

Sleep early? Wake up early? Mehh...

"ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS" 

Gotta practise what I preach!

Gotta put my words into actions!

Gotta be a good role model to my nephews!

Good luck to me though 😂😂

*there was once where I watched TV drama till 4/5am* cough* cough* 

Ok ignore this. Let's move on to....

7. First of all, I apologize to all my clan mates for my incompetence in the game. 

Told ya, I really suck in this. What's more when nobody's here to kick my ass. >.<

 😆😆

And hah! Told you not to touch anything! Now you're left with an incompetent, lazy but* strong clan mate. !@.@!😆😆😆

I shall extend my entry today for I have not posted anything last week. So, here are some pictures of me killing time with pleasure and leisure~ 

Played badminton with Le Bros.. Gosh.. We're getting old.

And I miss my college mates dearly. T__T😂😂😂

Never really liked to keep long nails.

 But hey! My cuzzy bought me a set of artificial nails and yes, I did something magic with it! 

But ehh, they didn't last long on my fingers. 

Extremly long and bedazzled nails? **doesn't sound good to me tho. They're cute, but I don't have the heart to keep them for a long term** 

**Chinese banshee enough? 

**cough **cough 

Trying on 旗袍 (cheongsam/qipao) 

Red ey?

Santa Rina enough? 

Hah! One of my favourite things to do. 

Hmm, bet every XX does. Not sure about XYs tho..

**pls excuse my shameless action for posting these photos online. Note that this is a sharing blog :)

Say Hi to grandpappy Lim! 

My grandpappy looks so cute with that hat! 

*pls excuse my shameless outfit tho*

I smell Xmas which is just around the corner!! Do you? 

Yup. I set up this Xmas tree with my sis and nephews just right after I touched down KL. We're all pumped up for Xmas!! 🎄🎄

**that CNY deco tho... 😂😂😂"

BOOOOOOOOOOOKS! Two trolleys full of tree fibers. Heck yes!

Visited Big Bad Wolf book fair with my sis, bro-in-law and nephews. 

NOT a bookworm? This place is for you! :P

Oh well, that's basically what I wanted to share for this entry. More to come!

Enjoy reading, people~ 

P/s, can you see the emoji that I use? I normally update my blog with my phone. I really love using the cute emojis to express my words. Would be great if you can see it. Oh well, once again, enjoy reading~