Once again, here I am, blogging out of the blue because I don't feel like sleeping although I feel a little tipsy from drinking.
(no worries, I know my own limit)
For your information, I have VERY LOW alcohol tolerance.
**Drinking is a form of leisure and I have no intention to do myself or other people harm. So whoever is reading this and you find this controversial, I advice you to dig yourself a hole and burry yourself in it. Amen to that.
The drinks are sure not economical. But ey, we enjoyed them. Meet my homies, L and B.. We were here last year during CNY.. We went there in a huge gang(enough to beat the crap out of a gang of drunkards).
This year, it's just a few of us..
These peeps are plain awesome. Thanks for being a part of my life. (Emo side of me is being obvious) hahaha
Phewwwww! Can't believe that I didn't update anything last week considering I had gone through so much!
Yesss, yess, yess... My last post was about my college life.
And everything is starting to get busy and all the hustle are refraining me from staring at my laptop 24/7... (except for reading 98765432123456789 articles)
It's been quite awhile since I last posted. Actually I have more things to delegate other than blogging. I have many other pritorites. But trust me, when shit happens, even the best fitting enzyme can't make it work.
Fingers start to itch... Brain surrenders and succumbs to the heart... Tons of words start to surface in mind... Leaving behind that mountain of work.
But hell, who cares. I'm enjoying every single bit of my holidays and I shall really ENJOY it instead of pressuring myself to work on those stuff! (May God bless me to delegate my tasks and assignment)
It's scary how when my mates ask about my progress on the assignments, and all I can answer is;
"well, just do what you can manage. I'm pretty sure you can handle it very well! You can do it! I'll tell you when I'm about to reach ur pace"
hahahahhahahahahahah... Yup. That's what I'm doing right now.
My fingers are icy cold right now as I am blogging in the middle of the night, (morning, to be exact)
in my cute pink teddy bear pajamas. It's really freezing here.. around 17 degree C, I guess...
Well, I can't help it as I'm so turned on to blog for now!
I had a deep reflection regarding my life recently. **I have no idea why but I guess there's always a time in every existing human being where you'll reflect on yourself... Alone..**
I believe that everything happens for a reason.
Why and how on earth does everything has to be like that?
Although I'm just turning 20 this year, I've been through quite a number of things in my life. (Can't wait for more!!!)
My high school years were jam packed with so many activities..
> archery, debate, school clubs stuff, school events, sports..
Man, I never really complain about all these as I kinda enjoy doing them.
(and well, of course, keeping myself busy can be a very good thing)
So, there was once where my debate team came across a motion, naming "There is a Great Price to Pay for Extra Curricular Activities"
Well, I had indeed, paid a great price for what I did. Nuff said, I bet NOBODY can delegate his/her tasks that perfectly... Inlcuding me!
Alright.. Why did I brought up the past? Digging my history book? Tracing the timeline?
Apparently, I got into college, where I expected myself, sitting at the corner, being the best college student ever, involving in nothing, being quiet and all, saying 'NO' for every invitations...
I have never been SO WRONG!
Being a freshman in my new college, I'm constantly being head hunted to carry out tasks
(Thanks for all your trust and faith in me, but man, I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE THE CLASS! WHAT ABOUT MY OTHER CLASSMATES?!)
Namely being elected as the student council member, having quite huge roles in assignments and being selected to participate one of Malaysia's biggest youth sports ever!
[Ransacked my house just to find that quiver. Looking good eyy? 😂😂😂]
I have to admit I had target panic (a condition where you get anxiety whenever you see the bullseye, your hand and muscles can't work coordinate my with your brain. If this was to occur, one's archery career is said to be END, unless you make an effort to counter it)
That's one of the reasons why I paused my archery journey for quite sometime.
Some call it lazy.. But man, when shit happens, you can't dodge it... All you can do it to take the shit and live with it... And sometimes, lie to yourself.
Secondly, I don't see the significance on spending so much time, effort and money in it knowing there's so much crap that I have to handle school/college.
Plus, investing in such thing is no easy job T_T
I would like to sincerely thank God and my coach for the opportunity for me to once again, step into the archery scene.
Thanks so much for the faith and trust in me!!
I'll do my very best! (Even better than before 😂😂)
And thanks all for the constant support.
Life, oh, life. Please be easy on me. I'll work my very best, put my best effort forward. But can u please be a tad bit tolerant? I ain't no machine.
I really do embrace my history and I'll try to improve it. **fingers crossed**
My life is interesting isn't it?
(Bet I'm not the only one here. It's just that other people are not whining about it)
It's funny how people who are older than me, pertaining to my family members...
always ask me "Ah Sean ah, you're turning 20 years old this year~ When are you going to show me your partner?"
haha.. I'll be answering; "Uhmm, nobody wants me.. Do u have any candidates for me?"
Huh! They're turn tail and laugh.. wtf.
You see.. There is a reason why so many busy working career women out there who are still single, but enjoying every bit of it and they are working their asses off for a better life.
As for love/romance relationships, as naive and as stewpid as I can be, I believe that "True Love is yet to be unveiled"
Speaking of relationships, I've heard of a few.
Many are happening in front of my eyes, and yet How and Why on earth am I not feeling a thing?
Once again, I still believe that when the time has come, nothing can avoid that from happening.
Well, I guess I'm petrified from hearing stories around me..
Some are steamy, hot, cold, colourful, unique and well, just not the typical things that I've heard of.
It's creepy how the feeling of being empathy and sympathy can change one's feelings forever. To the extend of leaving somebody in an insomnia condition and having weird nightmares.
Reminiscing of those dreams really gives me chill down through my fragile little spine. @.@
Are all human beings so vulnerable towards occasionally body contacts and cheesy flirts?
Man, I don't know what to think anymore. My head is going bald from all the scratching on my scalp.
Regardless of what, I'm going to live my life, knowing of what are my limits and live it with guts.
Be firm of what I'm thinking of and to delegate my task very well. Keeping myself busy is somehow a blessing in disguise after all.
Whatever it is, I'm going to enjoy my one week of CNY holidays and I shall blog very soon again!
Woahhhhh.. Letting crap out verbally can be such a relief.
I shall blog again very sooooooooooooooooooooooooon...................
Here are some sneak peak of CNY snacks!!
